so , yes, need too get some alpha alpha down here in ciberspace, from all the days going bannanas lately and the definite therory that no normallity exists in this world (and the fact that if a pesron would tag himself as normal, already proves the opposite) i am trying to get some lines down into this strange virtual diary, so with the taste of the latenight foodo, and a new can of bear swishing threw the space, i hereby feel like writing a someting , and loves the fact that don´t really know quite good what it will be about… the stars have gone to sllep and venus that is always shinig from the terassette and upon my lovely new blow up pool, that the bannanas wild cat is yet once again clawin into in semi way putting his claws in the puffy edges, trying to investigate what is actually going on within the boundies of the pool, time after time…the air of my puffed up pool is squeeking for help, yet since the cat has a life of his own, i guess his curiocity is nonstopeble, i have been trying to understand many things lately, and guess my curiocity never gets full, (where apart from life, strange curiocities of lifo, and the facts have discoverde the string theory and the wrutten brain transmitts of the imposible of the ever so possible by michio kaku anyways, hope i could get the last months down in the alphagrrove, so i wouldn´t forget my experiences, and could get back to the writings once apother time, by guess stick to presents,,,hmm..need music though..
yes that gets me backflippoing to the this…opposites atrackt, yes, couse we find a strange balance, then again alikes repel or atract, depending on the state of mind..either total disaster couse of the magnet poles going bannanas and misunderstanding, or total funky fusion thatbreak limits yet again!! isn´t it strang eand fascinating with all these peoples we encounter and how we fusion or repel…
,everything brings something new to the big picture! but the fascination of it all is just funni hunni!! guess we are all on the serach for something, and then something totaly oposiry, its like the interior poles go circulating all the time, now this, way, now yet anothe, searching for a different mix al the time..moment..yes, that is moveble planet internaly changing poles all the time, guess that makes like new all the time…hehe…seaching for something different all the time, the dinamic search, the everchanig, that might give a kick in the but too all the order and profiling, yes, there will always be trends, or majorities of something, but then again the black swans go lurking with a flirtatious eye right after…
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_swan_theory
the lovely black swan has a way of it´s own, and guess that that these little ones, make the changes like the butterflies in the thories of chaos, yeeahhh! from white to black they rock my world..alimet the soul with new inputs, guess its the stuff that makes me wanna dance and write, and draw and take out scissors and spraycans, those little black swan experiences…that make me feel alive, though it is strange hat they are never blue or black or orange, or rainbow colored, white or black swans…just like the black and white fotography that have that extra moody touch…hmmm..
and this is how my had might feel like after few houres of sleep manana..